(:

2010-12-01T01:41:00.003+08:00

Good news: A levels have ended for all of you except Fiona Loh :)

Bad news: i had a really really bad day today. i'm so so so so so x infinity angry.. ):

you know it's like the first time i want to run away, avoid from a friend so much.

My friend posted this on FB and it's exactly exactly what i feel now:

What if all you need was a little time away from someone. Or maybe a bit more than little. And you thought they would understand, but nope, they just don't know you well enough to know what you really need and then shit happens.

actually looking at everything now, we are just FRIENDS. don't care buddy, bestfriends or what... we are JUST FRIENDS. so why should some people care so much to the extreme that i really really really really feel so suffocated? i need to breathe. ):

and i suddenly miss you all.

hey oh ya, Cheryl here btw :)

2010-11-27T22:57:00.003+08:00

Wooo~ we finally met up (and took so many many pictures! hahaha!!)

i'm trying to upload into facebook, but it's taking quite a long time.

hehehe, so a sneakpeak of some pictures over here first. :)

and everyone's kinda different. guess JC makes everyone go gaga? =P hehhehe

and our Taiwan Trip in 2 years time, 2012! i made a note in my diary le hor! excited only. ^^

meanwhile, Jiayou for your last paper on 29 Nov i think, and fiona 2nd dec. :)

Happy Mugging, and i shall mug for my december exams too. hahhahha!!

i love you all! :D

Cheryl blogged this! :)

2010-11-07T12:43:00.002+08:00

hey!

it's been so long since we updated this blog. i wonder if you still visit this site.

hehehe!

anyway, your A's are nearing, best wishes!

and don't get discouraged & demoralised! jiayou!

we shall meet in a month's time! :)

i need to do my intensive study too. exam's in a month time.

take care, girls! :)

(:

2010-09-05T22:34:00.002+08:00

Hmmph..
Just wanna say:
" JIAYOUS because I love UUUUU! "

PS: Guess who am I? (:

Last day of school

2010-05-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey girls (:
This is the last day of term 2 for J2, is everything going alright so far?
Time really flies, really.
Cheryl I'm here hahas, jus that there isn't any new posts available for me to read only.
Well, so june holiday, whether it'll be a stressing period or a relaxing moment, I guess it's hard to predict.
Therefore, JIAYOUS bah (:

Shumin

2010-05-10T01:47:00.001+08:00

i wonder if anyone still come here...
cus i still visit here every now and then hoping there's an update.

hehe, but nevermind. i know you all very busy with A.
goodluck and jiayou! :)

loves, Cheryl

2010-02-21T11:25:00.002+08:00

haha! i had a funny dream.
dream was that Fiona was the designer of my room, and she spammed my room with smiley faces all over- the walls, the bed, the blanket, the chair, the table, the door, EVERYTHING.
hahaha! :D

Happy Belated 18th, Fiona & Yanru. <3

Cheryl :)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2010-01-01T00:47:00.005+08:00

HEYYYYY!

HAPPY 2010!

HOPE YOU GIRLS HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!

LET'S CHIONG && WORK SUPER HARD FOR SCHOOL + 'A' LEVEL! :DDDD

Loves,

shumin(:

*P.S: O-RAN-GE is the colour that stands for VIBRANT & LIVE! :DDD

2009-12-23T03:47:00.003+08:00

haha! i think this picture damn funny! :D

anyway, i settled things with my parents alr.. and also settled some personal stuff..

thanks for being there at those point in time. :]

& i'm damn happy that we are meeting tmr ^.^

haha! and it's 4am alr! i better go sleep sia! :/

Loves, Cheryl :]

2009-12-21T20:30:00.004+08:00

sorry, i need a place to rant.. ):

quarrelled with my parents last night until like shit. the feeling's sucky, even now.
i can't understand why they won't allow me to stay out late, as if anything will happen and i'm not the only one out.
whywhywhy, wth!
and they are getting so overly sensitive that my goodfriend is a guy. guy so what sia, we won't do anything! they just don't trust me enough after all.
then since they don't allow me to stay out at night, fine, i suggested bringing my friends over last night. - 1 guy, 1 girl. they obviously said can't.
okay, then nvm, so i told them i wont be back so early, since the next day(which is today) was a school holiday. they said, up to me.
then when i reached home, we quarrelled like shit. they say things until super overboard.. mentioned something about group sex..
i was totally like wth??!! i will NEVER do such a thing lah! please! and i know that my friends wouldn't as well. like crazy?
it was what he said about that group sex thing that really hurt me like shit.
he said it like it didnt mean anything, like argh!

this just showed one thing, that they still dont trust me..
i wont ever ever do anything stupid.. drugs/smoke or whatever shit.
even drinking.. yes i admit that i got too high that i got drunk the first two times.. but subsequent times, i controlled myself not to overdrink..
blahblahblahhh~!!
shit... hate things when they are like this!

anyway anyway, msg me about this wed ok?

love you all,
cheryl

HEY HEY!

2009-12-15T12:05:00.003+08:00

OMG! HOL HAS FINALLY ARRIVED! :DDDDD
ya lah ya lah.. holiday actually started last month but today is really the beginning of the holiday, wan know why?
HAHAS!
Cos Cheryl's exams end offically today! XD
Selene was back from overseas ytd! :DDD
Yan Ru 's work ended officially last week! XP
my school ended offically on 26nov! :PPP
SOOOOOOOOOOO, EVERYONE IS AVAILABLE FOR MEET-UPS NOW! =))

*Holiday is holiday if and only if good friends have time to come together and spend quality & quantity time with one another.*

Loves,
Shumin(:

2009-11-06T11:26:00.002+08:00

i supersupersupersupersuper x infinity sian + angry with myself now!!! ):

lessons start at 10am , and i woke up at 10.48am exactly . zomg! i totally jumped up when i saw the timing lah!
and best, i had 5alarm clocks set and 6 miss calls on my handphone . all failed to wake me up .
super angry with myself lah .
and i did my tutorial for today's lesson! wasteddddd! =.=

hais . anyway , its been a super long time since we go out together le .
miss you all leh!

loves ,
cheryl

2009-09-30T17:03:00.001+08:00

my papers are over :P

now i'd throw all the encouragements i have to you all for your promos and pws :D
gogogo ~

with many much more loves,
Cheryl :)

2009-09-23T15:35:00.002+08:00

HEY GIRLS!

ALL THE BEST FOR ALL YOUR EXAMINATIONS && PROMOTIONAL EXAMINATIONS!

CHILL & RELAX! EVERY THING GONNA TURNS OUT FINE!

JUST SPRINT ALL THE WAY FROM NOW ON & YOU ARE LIKELY TO OBTAIN EXCELLENT RESULTS!

AT THE VERY LEAST, YOU WON'T HAVE ANY REGRETS, ISN'T IT?

^ ^

Cheers! (:
Shumin <3 all of uuuuu! (:

2009-09-11T01:26:00.003+08:00

heyhey!
beeen so long since we updated !
i know you all have been busy and such .
jiayouuu! :D

LOL , u see our "profile picture" ............. :/

& i'm having holidays now , but still needa study for night class exams =x
3 papers to go clear this hols .

a looooooooooot of things have been happening .
good & bad .
i don't know where to start . but , we will JIAYOU together . :]

&& i can't wait for next year's birthday! :DDDD
ROFL! i know its abit too early!
but likeeeee 18! can do alot of things alr! ^^

with much loves ,
Cheryl :D

2009-08-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

For UUUUU! :D

2009-08-27T09:10:00.000+08:00

last paper for me today , at 4pm later. ;D

after that, lets MEET UP OKAY! :DDDDDDD
YES AHHHH!! I WILL HAVE MY FREEDOM BACK AFTER 6!! :D

with much loves,
Cheryl :D

2009-08-15T15:07:00.001+08:00

Hao Xiang Ni Men.
:/

loves,
shumin

2009-08-06T01:20:00.002+08:00

hey buddies !
long time no see ! :D & update.

hahas , heard that school's kinda stressing you guys out like shit .
here's something for you all .

-

if you fall , just get up , and try again . and again. and again. and again .
it's gonna be tough , but you have us around .
jiayou :)

hope it did encourage you all somehow :)

with many many many loves ,
CHERYL :D
xoxo

2009-07-18T14:27:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone im here again (:
I've been thinking whether or not to post something since last night..but eventually i still decided to post. Something happened ytd which made me really really pissed till i cried, in school -.- its super extreme, like i feel lik slapping that person on the spot a thousand times!! but im kinda okay alr..

Hais so im lazy to type out what happened. hahs..just that after what happen ytd, it just confirm my hypothesis of that disgusting person, that she is actually really very disgusting. So now PW is making me wanna puke.

I've talked to my bro last night about what happened, and i think what he say is really right. In this world, there are alot of different kind of people, some that will take advantage of you, some that are super selfish n irresponsible, and some who think that they are super great and decide that they will push ALL the work to others who got no choice but to finish their workload.
So in conclusion, the world is unfair. But i guess that I've got to accept this fact and live with it. Maybe in the future there are more disgusting people to come. Or maybe PW is just a fringe of the real world out there. hais, just hope that my group leader will recover from his sore throat soon.

So its alr July now and bout 1/2 year have passed since we all go to different schools. Life may be tough now, but we've gotta hang in there tgt. JIAYOU and TAKE CARE alrights? (:

loves,
yanhong

2009-07-12T10:58:00.003+08:00

hehe !
i'm a happy kid this few days ! :DDD
tho nothing really went smoothly lah .
so long never see you all alrd !
zomg , miss you all luh!

anyway , go check ur emails okay! i sent something to you all ;)
something like a encouragement kinda thingy . hahahas
cus it managed to encourage me , so hope it does the same to u all too!

hehehehe , i so damn happy lah!
joey initiated to meet ! :DDDD
yes ahhh , cant wait !!
muahahhahahhaahsh!

hahhas , so many many many many like zomg so many things to tell you all .
mm , okay , start with yst .
went cut hair! ( now my hair look different again!) i think look weird lehhh! budden , my friends say its okay . LOL
then austen brought us to eski bar. omgomg , my first time ! hahahahahah!
& underaged sommore :P exciting please ! ahhahahas!
then play , drink , made a few friends fun fun fun!! hohoho~~
reached home at 1 , tio scolded by mom . haahs .=x

ahhh , oh well oh well ,
gonna go watch hauntings in conticut ( i dunno the spelling ) with them again later! :D
LOL! its like vivo in consecutively 2 days . hahahhahas!

we should seriously meet up soon! :D
when are you all slightly free-er ? tho i still got pjts to rush , buttt , i still need to relax abit & go out with u all ! ^^
so meet up soon okay!
zomg , i sitll damn high from the alcohol yst . LOLLLLS !!

i love you all!
beter meet up soon ah!
go shopping / movie / lunch WHATEVER . just meet up ^^

2009-07-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

Cried so hard in school today, I'm really disappointed with my Maths results.
So much time spent on it, practically used the entire june holiday practicing Maths.
Such high expectation, or at the very least, should have passed the paper.
Yet, I didn't do well, and the worst is, it's an undergraded score.
That's seriously ironic.
I was already silently sobbing during the Maths lecture and econ tutorial, for the entire 2hours, I kept wiping off my tears, in fear that others would see my tears.
I'm really tired,and losing hope too.
But I know, it's too late to back out now.
I only have one route to take, but I won't escape.
It's such a weakling to do that.
Even if I fall, I will pick myself up again.
It's not worth it, crying over failures.
It's not as if I've not tasted failures before, so I know, failures only make success sweeter.
Though it will be tiring, I will persereve.
Be well assured, I just need to let out the stress and disappointment deep within me, so that I will be able to move on more confidently.
Give me some energy and motivations alright?
I really need them a lot, especially coming from you girls.
You girls are my source of energy,my lighthouse and my Sun.
Give me light and hope so that my star can continue to shine in the dark sky.
I miss UUUUUUUU lots lots lots x infinity!

Say you love me too!

loves,
Shu Min

2009-07-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

快要窒息了，
真的真的好难受。

我真的需要时间好好的静一静。

淑敏敬上

2009-07-03T02:53:00.002+08:00

crapcrapcrap!
so irritating!
i dont know why cannot upload pictures! ):

anw , i cannot sleep .
my friend just broke up with his gf. 3 years le . v v v long.
can see that he still love her alot.
他和她明明还爱着。。。
i also know that girl . met her a few times before.
argh, rah!
im not a good comforter ...
i dont know what to say when he told me , " i just broke up"
i dont know what to say when he told me , " i've been crying everyday from thurs to sun"
worst thing was , he still laugh altho he's very very sad.
& the words that he said are just nothing but words.
lalalalalala~~

he says he's okay , he says he dont have the right to be sad/upset/angry .
i dont know how to help him siaaaa !!
i feel so helpless like dont know what to say/do to cheer him up .

cherylcherylcherylcherylcherylcheryl

2009-06-30T18:49:00.002+08:00

Hi girls!
Wah.. so long never update liao..hahas.
All of us are busy studying, that's great (:
Hmm.. tmr is my favourite paper-maths..
Hope that it can be one of my 'A' subj.. :D
Gonna start practicing them now.. have been resting since I finished my chem paper this morning at 11am.. it's...disastrous.. It's the first time in my schooling years that I never go think about it..because it's too terrifying.
BUT HOR.. should be can pass bah.. at the very least, JC last passing grade is 'S'.. which is around 46%.. although practically I leave half of section B blank ( because I can't do energetic & redox reaction questions which took up more half the mark of the section, 23/40 i guess ), but merely 46%, should be can bah? If i really miss 'S' grade by a few marks and got a 'U' instead, I will really cry out loud. hahas :x
So yah..
Hmm.. dunno why since Sunday my neck super pain till now.. haiis.
Agony~
Exams quick end! && I swear I will start studying straight after exams! Because I want to pass promo exams with flying colours and get straight As for A level!
Only 5subj.. 5distinctions!

Really miss UUUUU lots!
Meet up real soon!
All the best, girls!
:DDDDDDDDD

loves,
Shu Min (:

2009-06-19T01:25:00.003+08:00

hmm
hmmmm
hmmmmmm....

i feel like doing so many things. :/
but i also dont know what i feel like doing .
hmmmm.

LOL! okay ! i know damn random . :p

i feel like visiting my friend at centrepoint.
i feel like going out , shopping ?
i feel like ... going out with yuling
i feel like going out with you all ..
i feel like .. completing all my projects by snapping my fingers =x
(means completeing my projects but not doing anything LOL)
i feel like going out with joey
i feel like ... hmmm.. i also dont know. LOL

im like damn energetic now !
cus i just woke up! then i dunno what to do ..
mm...
im thinking of watching the korean version of meteor garden.
BUT I SCARED LATER ADDICTED -.-

lalalla~

lamest ,
cheryl .^^

2009-06-10T23:35:00.003+08:00

suddenly so many negative things are happening now .
1. its him.
2. just received the news that NP offered a 6MONTHS attachment to china to SF .

his parents are psychoing him to go .
his friends are psychoing him to go .
idk lah .
i just know i'd miss him alot alot alot! omg!
6 MONTHS LEH!
when i sad / happy / angry and everything i alrd xi guan sms/call him liao !
6 MONTHS! WORSE THAN NS!

i really dunno lah!
i dont mind him going , cus it's quite a good exposure . but another part of me also wished he wldn't go.
his decision not made up yet . so...... see how by then bah.

Cheryl

2009-06-07T23:00:00.002+08:00

/add on
alalal , i made edits to the previous post ..
but my internet dc-ed .idiot . -.-
argh , nevermind .
not gonna retype .
let's meet up soon ! i miss all of you, alot!
esp yanru, haven't heard from you ever since we last met!

cheryl .

2009-06-07T22:02:00.002+08:00

you know ..
few mins ago ... i just saw someone again ...
someone i thought i'd never ever see again in the near future ..
dont know whether to feel happy or sad...
happy? or sad perhaps .. idk..

why does this always have to happen?
when i'm making the decision to forget abt him, he has to appear .
3 years alrd ... been so so long .
haha , only a person like me so stupid , so silly, so foolish, so crazy wld be mad enough to be so affected ..

he's wearing the graduation suit ... happy for him .
congratulations ? ah well , he will never get to hear/see this anyway ..

四年前的他，和四年后，我看到的他。。
改变很大。。
变得不那么帅。。
or maybe its just the picture ..

i feel stupid ... idiotic... foolish ... to be still hanging on .. seriously .

talked to austen abt it ...
maybe its time i shld really just leave it behind and move on ..
but you know , 90% of the time , no matter how i laugh / cry .. his presence is still lingering around in my head ..

i having all the mixed up feelings right now ..
evoked memories , emotions all mixed ..
haha.. being so stupid ..
cheryl ..

2009-06-06T20:18:00.003+08:00

hey ya! im here again! (:
i don't know why i have this feeling of blogging frequently recently..haha
so a week has past very quickly with me busy with PW and im sure u all have some kinda lessons too..so we didnt really meet up afterall..
oh anw me, selene, yvonne and adin gonna study tgt at adin's hse this coming mon so if u all can make it pls feel free to join us :D
i think thats all ba...
meet up soon!

loves,
yanhong

2009-06-05T10:19:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooooos! (:

It's real long since I've last blog a post here, paisei arh! :x
Been really busy recently, lots of backlogs are weighting down on me.. So I'm simply crawling my way through :/
Went to Macau on the 30th May and was back on 2nd June.. And have been meeting up continuously with different friends to special deliver their Macau gifts to them.. So I'm pretty worn out actually. Haven got a real chance to rest well.. Now is like simply tired~
+ I still got interact rehearsal every day.. Wah! I no time for myself sia! Can't even study~
Next week whole week everyday till 3pm+ going 4pm because it's academic week.. Sians..
Haiis. Do remind me to send out consultation time slots to teachers today or tmr.. If not my SA is DEAD MEAT liao..
Seriously Macau is funnnnn~ :DDDDDDD
So fun that I got soooooooo much to share (blog), soooooooo much to tell uuuuu!
But I keep delaying it because I have no time to upload my digital camera photos and phone photos too! Argh! Really afraid that I will forget what I wan to say lei :(
Macau is such a multi cultural country that just a glare in a different direction ( north,south,east,west ) that uuuuu can feel as if uuuuu have just stepped into another country!
And visiting Macau makes me fall in love with VENICE!! :PPPPP

Girls! Let's go Macau or Venice together after our 'A' ok?
Let's go on an overseas trip togetherrrrrrrr!!! ^ ^

Love uuuuu girls!

Meet up REAL soon!
I REALLY miss uuuuu!

wo ai ni ni ni ni ni! :x

loves,
shumin ^^

2009-06-04T19:16:00.002+08:00

study study study ~
mug mug mug~
okay , i'm having a break right now , going back to Accounts at 7.45PM .

books are bloodsuckers . :/
heng i got enough supplies of blood :D
they can never suck me dry . HAHAHAHAHHAS!
okay , i know want start blizzard alrd . LOLLS

loves!
Cheryl ;]

2009-06-02T19:39:00.002+08:00

I LOST MY PHONE I LOST MY PHONE I LOST MY PHONE ):
im so super dumb, stupid, clumsy, careless, whatever u can think of..
im not gonna type it here cos im lazy..
i jus don understand why are there people that are so dishonest..hais but forget it, its my own fault to lose it so i cant blame others.
and my dad's super piss with me cos of this.
hais so im currently quite lost on what to do, cos im quite dependent on my phone actually. now w/o it i feel really...dunno what shld i do..as in e calling to block my no. thing i still noe..but afta that i abit...dunno..
ok nvm..thats all for today. i'll be okay soon enough so don worry bout me.
lesson learnt: rmb to keep ur belongings and don't leave it lying around.

loves,
yanhong

2009-06-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

today's damn suay . zomg .
went to school as usual , took bus 89 , alighted at the stop after the expressway .
forgot to cross the overhead bridge to change bus to school . in the end just boarded the 86 bus which came at the wrong bus stop . after one stop , realised that i took wrong side , then rushed down the bus clumsily . after alighting , realised that i dropped my wallet in the bus and the bus alrd like zoomfg "fly" away liao ... it was like damn far . had to walk all the way to sengkang mrt which is also like freaking far to find my wallet. ): 1hr + walk ... my feets having blisters, i ended up going to school 1hr late , and shag. ):

i'm glad i'm still alive cus i nearly tripped and fell 4 times on the way to sengkang mrt , and nearly got knocked down by the car 2times .

yours clumsily ,
Cheryl (who else can be as clumsy right ! -.- )

2009-06-02T00:04:00.003+08:00

hey! its so long since i last blog here... (:
hols is here = meeting up time! =D
pls arrange days to meet kays ((: to study to go out whatever also can!
so anw..i had PW meeting for lik e past few days consecutively until i sian alr..as in we've been thinking and thinking and thinking but like nothing seems to work...and i know i've not been contributing much to ideas but i really try very hard to think..but somehow my ideas like couldnt work or something..but the thing is though im like the typing and recording down minutes (summary of our meeting) person..im super drained alr..because i did think..yupp..AND im gonna meet my group people to discuss tmr AGAIN...
and i feel quite bad to my group leader..because he know that we've been working hard these days and he treat us with dinner tonight, at Subway. and me being so noob that i've never eaten Subway sandwich i don't know a full meal is so ex...and so i order the meal and he pay for me..its for $8+ i think...he was abit shocked at 1st when he heard the price then after we all realise the meal thing i kept apologising and he say its ok and he still paid for me. so yupp i thank him super alot for the treat. though he's quite rich but its really quite bad for him to treat me to such an ex dinner ( i think ) oh and btw he treated my 2 other groupmates also..
so anw..i know u all may be stress due to either exams, GPP, studies, or other stuff but well just hang in there cos U ARE NOT ALONE!
so JIAYOU PEOPLE! WE CAN DO IT! =D

loves,
yanhong (:

2009-05-31T02:15:00.003+08:00

i feel very irritated, annoyed , f**k uped , whatver you can think of right now. ):
$%^&*$%^&*($%^&*#$%^&*(!
1. exam's next week, i still like can't focus when studying!
2. some idiot making me do the stupidest things .
3. i damn angry alrd! my sis still further irritating me!

RAHHH!
%^&*%^&*$%^&*()!
i feel like screaming ,
i feel like crying . ))))))))):

Cheryl

2009-05-30T01:08:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey! :D
hehe, just came back from singapore flyers.
omg, i'm gonna die tmr morning man!
cus i reached home like at 12midnight!
my mummy&daddy sure kill me tmr . :/

hahas! yeah , anyway , i've got a new buddy from poly recently! :D
i know's like abit fast lah! to have that 'buddy' title after only knowing for like only a few weeks!
hahas!
he's name's austen! ;)
fiona should really meet him some day.. then they can compare their crapiness. LOL!
he's like fiona please!
fiona always make me laugh when she talks , he also! really crappppp please! ahahhas!
but he's nice!
fionaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~! omg , i miss you all! okay, so random!
you all holiday must meet up okay! :D
i now go sleep liao , later wake up early to do revision!
goodnights!!

loveeeeeeeeeeees,
Cheryl ;]

2009-05-26T16:23:00.007+08:00

i'm like , angry with myself ):
was supposed to wake up at 5am this morning to study for T2 & some computer software exam today. in the end from 5-8am , i keep pressing the snooze button . )))):

i seriously need to be more determined sia ! >;[

hols coming soon alrd , after fri , then officially sch holiday,
but sat still got one more paper to sit . jyjy :D

me need to really start to study on access & excel already !!!
omg , i've alrd flunked 2 papers =/

meet up soon,
cheryl :D

2009-05-26T16:23:00.006+08:00

zomg, my concentration level is like ZERO . ):
i'm in accounting class now .
lesson's ending at 6. still long~
omg . i need to focus .

Cheryl :/

2009-05-21T01:16:00.002+08:00

wah, who's sick ?
must take care of yourselves okay!
no matter how busy, must also drink lots of water, have enough rest ! :)
anyway ,
i've been busy busy busy busy.
poly not slack at all! rubbish to whoever said poly was slack!
almost done with my project. :D
happy!
spent like 1week on it.
exams coming soon man~
i need to studyyyyyyy !
anw, my holidays are like in 15june i think .
you all ?

loves alot,
cheryl :D

2009-05-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

helloooooooos (:
Alright.. I'm been sick for 4days already.
And I have to attend school tmr cos my mc is due today.
LOL.
Anyway, it's a week+++ to JUNE HOLIDAY!
YIPPIE! :D
Can we study tgt during the JUNE HOLIDAY??
Meet up real soon! :DDDDDDD

2009-05-15T22:20:00.002+08:00

hmm.
Just feeling lost.
Dunno what's the best way.
Finally understand why clar said that it's tiring to think..and to think and to think what's the best way to care for your frens..
I feel that I really dunno how to care for the guys.. I'm feeling so troubled.
They either said I care too much for them ( lor sua ) or I think too much.
And that I'm getting so sensitive that myself can't take it anymore.
+ today a terrible thing happened and it finally triggered my volcano to erupt so I screamed at my class. So now they super pissed off with me so I'm dead meat now.
OKIE.
So no one can help me, so I shall not emo here.

signed off,
shumin

2009-05-07T14:21:00.002+08:00

hahas! girrrrrrls!!
everybody busy issit ? why nobody update de . lols
im in school now, having break! :D

alot of things happen recently leh.
im starting to be talking to joey again! yay! :D
feels like somebody told her or something . hahahs!
but anyway , happppyyyy! :DDD

i want to meet up sooonnnn! xD

loves,
cheryl ;]

2009-04-29T02:28:00.003+08:00

hahas!
i have alrd changed my blog url .
feeling so antisocial , thats why if you noticed , i didnt leave any "traces" of my next blog url behind .
cus i think my blog getting too public alrd . (like omg! ) super no privacy please.
i've only told some close friends abt my changed url , the rest , i told them deleted . LOL.

yup , i've alrd linked myself up in this blog . :D

selene & shumin , if you got link me in your blog right , dont bother relinking me okay ? (:

with loves ,
Cheryl ;]

2009-04-28T22:55:00.002+08:00

entirely hurt~
ridiculously hurt~
very hurt!

I flunked my maths + physics + econ + GP mid-term timed assignment.. all single digits.. U grade.
And because of him AGAIN, I'm gonna flunked my chem test that is going to be tested tmr..
This gonna be the last test I will flunk because of him EVER AGAIN.
I WANT TO FORGET HIM.
I WILL NEVER FLUNK ANY TESTS AGAIN.
IF I DIDN'T DO WELL, IT MUST BE BECAUSE MY CONCEPTS FOR THE CHAPTERS IS NOT STRONG AND NTH ELSE.
I WANT HIM TO GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

Leave me alone, boy.

shumin :/

2009-04-25T03:39:00.003+08:00

HAHAS! I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

buddies forever! <3

you see the time!

i too happy until cant sleep LOL

with much loves,

Cheryl ;DD

:D

2009-04-25T00:48:00.004+08:00

SPEECH DAY! OMG! HOW LONG HAVE I BEEN ANTICIPATING IT? HAHAHAAHAHAS! :D
YepYep! So I went back my 2nd home (: Like finally after so long~ Cos too tired so keep postponing it :x so guilty eh! ): Sorry Strinqq darlings men! ))):
Took LOTS of PHOTOS today! Hahs! FINALLY I FOUND THE COURAGE TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH THOSE GUYS! omg sia! I'm so brave! Praise me praise me! hehes! :P
Feel super nervous today! But the sight of Mr Lim calmed me down! He's my panodol! My pain-killer! I'm so in love with him! :x Oh my~ I finally took PHOTOS WITH HIM! Hehes! He's mine and mine utimately (: Okokok lah, Jus kidding only, so Fiona, dun say I'm been gay! Cos I'm only gay to you 5girls + Pamie + Jiayun! Hahas! (:
Recently I'm so upset about JX... and other stuffs too. Too long to type here, next time I will definitely update you girls, so dun worry! I'm still breathing though I'm suffocating :x But NOW I REALLY THOUGHT THROUGH LE, I will be willing to let him go.. allow him to leave my heart slowly, though it hurts. But this can't carry on forever, seriously.. Help me stand firm to my decision.. b'cos I really like him and I might jus change my stand anytime...which can cause even more hurts to me than it has before. So, help me and save me from drowning, will UUUUU? UUUUU will never leave me alone right? I'm never alone b'cos UUUUU are already on my heart.. Can UUUUU feel my presence although I'm not physically by UUUUU sides? I can, hence I'm never ever willing to jus walk out of my own life. I still wan to talk to UUUUU and do lots of things with UUUUU!
Jus now listen to Fiona's descriptions of her frens in her college made me feel like crying.. It really makes me wonder.. We took so long to find one another and to become good frens.. but why is fate so cruel that we aren't allowed to attend the same school? Awww~ really wan to stay by UUUUU sides and to cheer UUUUU up or share UUUUU happiness! So Fiona, dun be sad ok? U are always on my heart, so U are protected and loved! So am I love UUUU too! :DDDDD

Super miss UUUUU even though I met up with Yh,Fi and Cheryl jus now... I think UUUUU are the drugs of my life, and I'm addicted to UUUUU! (:

loves,
shumin(:

:D

2009-04-21T17:56:00.004+08:00

Time really flies ever since I got to know JX.. and his confession to me.. it's like.. 2months already. At first it seems so sweet, but it seems like all his tricks were used up and he was tied down to his canoeing + outside trainings + frens and last but not least, STUDIES. It's been weeks since I really spend time with him.. or rather, even see him bah.. I can't really rmb how long.. but should be an entire month if I'm not wrong. I can't rmb how his voice sounds like, or even how he looks now. Initially, it really hurts, to think of him and miss him.. but now, the misses and passion for our r/s seems to have die down, on both of our sides. For an entire month, we spoke to each other on the phone and meet up for 3times only respectively. All these is jus a facade, all we have for each other is jus a fleeting feeling mistaken for love. It's still not too late to withdraw completely from the r/s now. I tried real hard to forget him, or at least remove him from my string of thoughts temporary.. when I could achieve it, I mistaken it that I have remove him from my life already. However, to my disappointment, the following day his shadow keeps appearing in my mind. One day I thought of him, and the next day I forgot about him.. and the cycle jus kept repeating.. What's all these about? It's making me so tired. In my heart, I really wan to see him, but I'm so scared of seeing him too. Because I dun wan him to notice my presence, as I don't know what kind of reaction would he give me. I dun wan to see him tired, but I would never really know if he's tired. I wanted so much to sms him and update him of all my stuffs, but it's either that he nv reply or he gave vague replies which gives me the impressions that actually he dun wan to know about the happenings around me. He dun bother to update me about his life too. What kind of r/s is this? It's my very first but yet it's killing me. Have we ended? Or will there even be an end to all these? I'm seemed to be trapped in this vicious cycle. Who can save me? I'm suffocating. Everything seems to come crashing down on me now. This DUMB r/s, kanna special attention for H2 maths because I got ZERO out of twenty for the COHORT TIMED ASSIGNMENT, dun understand physics at all, can't do chem even though I CAN UNDERSTAND THEM, STUPID PI which FIRMLY REFUSED TO PASS for consecutively 2times in a row, FOREVER FEELING SLEEPY and ++++++++++ to infinity! I got so stupidifying fed-up with every single thing that I RAN 4ROUNDS TODAY IN 10MINUTES N EMERGED AS FIRST RUNNER-UP! (2.4km is 6rounds in my college stadium) I dun wan all these negative feelings that are surrounding me all these while, they are trapping me, I can't breath. I have really really really tried my best to stay cheerful, but deep in my heart I'm not happy at all. I really wan a shoulder for me to cry, to stop in my track and have a REAL BREAK from all these. But it's so impossible to accomplish. Oh my~

shumin

2009-04-20T01:12:00.004+08:00

OMG,
i still dont know what i want to wear tmr!!! :(
HEADACHE AHHH!
dont wanna look too casual , but i also dont want to look too overly dress!
my god my god my god!!
being a girl is so troublesome .
aiya, i think i will just wear ......

THIS! :DDDD

LOL!
LAUGHHHHHHS!

i cant sleep also!!!
i need to sleep!!
cus i woke up at 6.30PM . few hours ago only !!
slept the entire day today man! rah!
school's starting at 10.10am tmr .
havent buy lappie yet .
havent go take ezlink yet.
havent revised accounting yet.
so many things to doooo!

Cheryl ;]

2009-04-20T00:00:00.003+08:00

Hey!

I stayed in my god sister's house from 1.45pm to 10.30pm to do tutorials and revision today! (:
She enlightened me 3times in a row! hahs!
1st, she enlightened on stuffs for r/s and I didn't thought of JX for the entire day today! I'm getting over him slowly.
2nd, she enlightened me on chemistry, energetic I and finally I can solve the questions on my own le! However, I spent 6HOURS JUST ON 1/2chapter of chemistry! OMG sia! But I still felt accomplished :D
3rd, she enlightened me on physics, forces so I FINALLY LEARNT HOW TO DRAW VECTORS le! YESH! After 2 years of sheer torture in secondary school that I SIMPLY CAN'T SOLVE VECTOR SUMS, NOW I GOT IT! Never realise that revenge can be soooo sweet! :P
Hahas!
So jiayous girls! B4 UUUUU know, it's JUNE HOLIDAYS! SAY YEAH! (YEAH!) SAY HO! (HO!) SAY YOU MISS ME! ( :x )
HahS!

GOODNIGHT AND SWEET DREAMS! (:

ai ni men de shumin (:

2009-04-19T13:00:00.003+08:00

hahas , school's officially starting tmr . :DD

sorry didn't update because don't know what to update abt . hahahahs!

mm, went for the school's orientation .

ppl thr are kind of fun ;)

made a few friends.. yeah , i think poly life gonna be fun fun fun! wooooo~!

anw , we are gonna meet on friday! YAY!

miss all of you so muchhhhh! :D

Cheryl ;]

:D

2009-04-18T11:00:00.003+08:00

HEY GURLS!

I SUPER MISS UUUUU CAN?
hahs! That's so mushy! :X
Now, wo de xin hao luan, hao luan.
I dunno what to do, jus wan to see UUUUU!
hehes. okok~ I know UUUUU are sooooo busy that UUUUU didn't update the blog for an entire week. Hence, I will be gracious enough to forgive UUUUU! :D
Btw, it's surprising that I'm not down for STAR programme(remedials). What is even more shocking is that 17 out of 24 pupils in my class are down for STAR! Doesn't this make me one of the top 7 in class? *opps! :x
But jus for this, I'm willing to go to all extent to work SUPER DUPER hard!!!
For the glory and the recognition! Jus like the receiving of the 5distinctions award!
I'm so proud of myself, and proud of UUUUU too!
Meet up real soon uh? I dun care! :X

Shumin loves Yanhong, Yanru, Selene, Fiona and Cheryl! (:

:D

2009-04-10T10:31:00.002+08:00

Hi gurls!
GOOD FRIDAY!
so YESHH!
Finally it's a holiday.. but it is a pretty short one though :/
Erm.. I got S grade for both maths and physics :/ D grade for GP ( but 3rd in class :D ) C grade for chem and A for econ ( also 2nd in class :P )
OH YAH! I received Dunman's letter for me to go back on the 24th April to go on stage on speech day to get my trophy.. I bet you ppl either receive the letter too or gonna receive le! I'm so looking forward to that day! My four years of hardwork finally paid off! YIPPIE! :DDD
Things between JX and me aren't going on well... I called him 3times ever since he confessed to tell him my concerns but instead of thinking through why I said that to him, the only thing that flashed across his mind is ' let's break up'. So last night, I called him again to say everything..this time is really everything.. because this is the last chance I'm giving us..if things really can't work out, then I will really say 'let's break up'.
Yah like that.. haiis.
My relationship with my class seems to have improved, but sometimes may seems to be otherwise. I also dunno.. I think I just have to be myself and try my best to bond with them. Because no matter what, they will have to accept the fact that I'm part of the class and their leader too.. they can't choose, nor do I have a choice.
So, see you girls soon!

P.S: Cheryl's birthday coming liao worrs~ hehes! :X

loves,
minn

2009-04-04T11:50:00.002+08:00

hey people, after so long, im here to post again.. (:
hmmm..many things have happen and i'm sure you all hav lots of things too..studies, cca, blah blah..
hais i don't know..somehow i feel that..i'm no longer me..like suddenly..i also don't know why..i guess many things have happen and somehow i realise that i actually don't really know myself..hais it's a bit contradicting and i'm a bit like..i also don't know what i'm saying now..ok..nvm..
so..nowadays super stress, especially the PW..makes me want to pull my hair out.. (of course not literally..or not i'm bald by now already..) so ya i guess you all are pretty stress and busy now too..so yup JIAYOU ok?
yesterday was dunman band's syf..and just for fiona to know..they got silver..and i heard that they've got quite some squeaks..i didnt get to hear it ytd..but i'm gonna get the recording soon..so i'll definitely send u (as in fiona) asap! somehow i'm just too overly concerned bout their playing..esp our section..ok my section..but after i read someone's blog post, i realise that i have neglect something that is a lot more important than result, which is the hardwork and effort that they have put in. i'm not there to see them practising everyday, every night lik nobody's business, so i just made up my conclusion that they are not putting in enough..but in actual fact do i really know them well..? i know they have some problems and its really worrying and difficult for them to handle and i know that they have already tried their best to put everything together as nicely as possible, what more do i want..?
ok sorry, i'm a bit random and emotional here..u all may not really understand but its ok..
oh and there's a carnival at fiona's school tmr, so i'm trying my best to be able to make it tmr..and wonder if she will be meeting her-friend in AJC too anot....
i think u all really don't understand what i'm saying already..but nvm cause i know someone will understand...okay i shall end here..i needa do PI already or not i also don't know what will happen..
everyone must stay strong and be happy always kay?

P.S just suddenly wanna say this... Dunman Band, i love you all kay? no matter what result you all get, you are the best band in the world to me!

and to my clarinet section: i'm really touch by the sms-es some of you have replied the other day..and 1 thing i wanna tell you all is that..you guys have already make us proud! love you all alot alot!

miss ya lots,
yanhong

2009-03-29T02:03:00.002+08:00

HAHA!
my new addition at home~
so cute right! :D
i'm like so addicted to it that the first thing i do when i get home is talk to him instead of on-ing the comp.
ahhahahs!
love it loaaaaaaads~~! :DD

Cheryl :D

:D

2009-03-28T13:55:00.003+08:00

Hellos.
Super tired de.. jus finished distributing flyers to 10blocks of flats around the college -.-
Haiis.
I seriously can't do the tutorials.. + I can sense that the gap between my classmates and I is widening. I dunno what to do.
I swear I did nth bad or that sort of things to them..but yet this is happening..again.
Make me feel so sick of school.
Can you believe that my first chem class test on mole concept I got 2.5/20? I fail maths with a grade of 0/10? + 6/20 for GP? This is totally amazing man~ Good Job shumin.
I'm jus feel so out and down.. Really feel that either there is sth wrong with me or I have chosen to go to the wrong school. LOLS, this is so IRONIC.
I'm taking a nap now.. *Yawns~

minn

2009-03-25T19:11:00.002+08:00

everytime i see her blog , i can't help but feel so sad abt what is becoming of our friendship .

):

i miss her A LOT . haven't seen her since we graduated .

Cheryl

p/s a lot of things have been happening . my next update will be on thurs / fri . don't need too worry abt me okay ? i just need somewhr to rant .

:D

2009-03-22T15:56:00.002+08:00

Hey girls!
School is really starting now right after March Holz! Project work and countless tests now will set in and our CCA will set us really busy.. and cheryl starting school in 1month's time too. So, everyone, do jiayous okay? No matter how busy are we, we need to arrange to meet up more often! Because I will really miss you all!
Let's be serious and get down to work! :DDDDDD

loves,
minn :D

2009-03-20T16:04:00.002+08:00

there! my first post here..

2009-03-20T15:34:00.006+08:00

Mwahaha! it's like e first time i'm writing here...hopefully it's not too late.
Recently i'm so slacky...not doing my hw and all...gosh wake up fiona! heh heh...btw shumin dun worry bout these matters of the heart already. if it's yours den it'll be eventually so dun fret dun sweat!
i noe everyone's busy nowadays...on the 26 of march i hav a festival of life wkshop in my skool....and....i joined this mini workshop: "idiot's guide to singing" haha! kuku huh! dun worry frens! i'll sing wonderfully *cackles*

today i went out wif cheryl for lunch! she can only make it for lunch...so why not huh? hees...we ate at a food court but had ice cream after tat(>D<) woo~ ice-cream! my kinda comfort food! (actually any kinda food is my kinda comfort food) haha tis is from a self-confessed glutton! hear hear!

even thou we had lunch together but time passes soooo fast and we still had loads to talk about....ya tis is the prob wif crappy ppl @.@

but it's been a wonderful day so far ya knew..! one thing i realise about us ppl recently......yall are exhibiting too much "gayness" to the ppl arnd us (T.T) oh my....i'll definitely get slammed for saying tis...but haha....i simply hav to say it out ^O^
okay okay...naggy....so if yall wan2 defend my claims of yur gayness pls reply ya! haha....

i bet yall muz be thinking : wat is tis? wat is tis? haha! k see O.O ya guys soon.

2009-03-18T01:16:00.003+08:00

i'm not feeling happy today . ):
i thought friends were supposed to keep in touch/ not drift apart & stay with each other no matter where they are . this was what i originally thought.. and these were just friends, not to say , good buddies - esp those who have weathered through the stormy days with you .
i didnt expect things to turn out this way after we have graduated , seriously. i thought after so much that happened in secondary school will help us improve our relationship, strengthen our friendship .
just from her blog alone , i know everything is changing .
she has her own school friends, her own environment , her own life , without me being around .
we used to be able to rant & gossip about everything under the sun , laugh about every smallest thing . and now , on msn / sms , our convosation has reduced to basic words - hi , haha, lol , okay , bye . yes, im not exaggerating . and i still have to THINK HARD of what to say in order to keep up with the convosation with her . things arent supposed to be this way .
i thought she didnt have a habit of tagging people on tagboards, but i was wrong . i randomly clicked on a few of her new bestfriends' blogs , and ha-ha , they are like talking about anything and everything they can talk about . they are like crapping like we used to .
& when i asked her out, everytime .
she wld either say she's booked , or SEE HOW FIRST . and then never ever ever once get back to me . and guess what ? when she claims that she's really bored at home and rotting at home , she never ever get back to me ! i have been asking her out since o lvl end, to her school start, to NOW HOLIDAY ALRD , and soon, my school's starting!
i can understand that she has her bf with her , so , most of the time is spent with her bf. but , at the very least , make time! she has time to rot at home, but no time to meet up .

i dont deny that, yes, i'm jealous of how close they are now .
i'm jealous of her primary school friends, cus they are still able to remain close even though they weren't in the same school .

i used to know that i was one of the most important friend she had .. but now , i don't even know anything about her . i'm afraid after a few more years, we will become nothing more than strangers.
i do know friends come & go , thats what they used to say to comfort me with. i can accept the fact that friends come & go, but i can't accept the fact that BUDDIES COME AND GO . esp only after a few months .

i seriously wished she knew how i feel, she may think i have all my other friends like you all , jiayin & a few other good friends around , but everybody's different!
i wished she knew that how i'm feeling now is actually more than the words that is in this blogpost .

fyi, the she is none of you . so don't worry . but i think you all may have guessed who is it alrd .

& i promise that i will cherish you all and please dont drift apart like strangers one day okay.

Promised & Cherished ,
Cheryl

2009-03-11T11:14:00.002+08:00

haha!
was bloghopping , and i saw this .
must read okay! cus it's super........ er, find out urself. not scary one . ;]
abit creepy though ..

This is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last month in Pasir Ris.

Her name was Priya. She was hit by a truck. She was working in a call center. She had a boy friend named Shankar. Both of them were true lovers. They always talked on the phone. You would never find her without handphone. In fact she also changed her
cell connection from M1 to Starhub, so that both of them can be on thesame network, and save on the cost. She used to spend half of the day talking with shankar. Priya's family knew about their relationship. Shankar was very close to Priya's family as well. Before she passed away she always told her friends 'If I pass away, please burn me with my handphone'. She also said the same thing to her parents.

After her death, people couldnt carry her body, A lot of them tried to do so, but still can't. Everybody had tried to carry the body, the results were the same. Eventually, they called a person known to one of their neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person. He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly...

After a few minutes, he said 'This girl misses something here.' Then her friends told that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone. He then opened the grave box and place her phone and simcard inside the casket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then moved easily and they then carried her into the van. Priya's parents did not inform Shankar that Priya had passed away. After 2 weeks Shankar called Priya's mom...

Shankar : 'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don't tell Priya that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'

Her mother replied 'You come home first, I wanna tell you somethingvery important.'

After he came, they told him the truth about Priya. Shankar thinks that they were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'Don't try to fool me - tell Priya to come out, i have a gift for her'.
Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave him proof to make him believe. He said 'Its not true. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me. Shankar was shaking.

Suddenly, Shankar's phone rang... 'See! This is from Priya, see this....' He showed the phone to Priya's family. All of them told him to answer. He talked using the loudspeaker mode. All of them heard his conversation. Loud and clear, no cross lines, no humming. It is the actual voice of Priya & there is no way others could use her simcard since it is nailed inside the grave box. They were so shocked and asked for the same person's (who can speak with the soul of deal persons) help again. He brought his master to solve this matter.

He & his master worked for 5 hours.
Then they discovered one thing which really shocked them....

Starhub has the best coverage
'Where ever you go, our network follows!!!'
-.-

loves,
Cheryl :D

2009-03-11T02:23:00.001+08:00

:]

2009-03-07T15:15:00.002+08:00

hey guys! i know i haven't been blogging ever since school reopens. i'm sorry about all that. i'll update more often. okay?
so how have life been for all of you? i haven't seen you all for such a long time. i miss you guys, the chats, the laughter, the jokes, the singing session and everything. :(
we must really meet up this coming march holidays. which days will you all be free?
for now, i can only say jiayous to everybody! we shall work hard together.

lene

2009-03-04T12:07:00.002+08:00

haha!
heard the life over there in JC is like faster than bullet train eh ?
JY! March hols coming soon le! can use the time to catch up with school work & with each other!
*grins*
anw, i have alrd registered for the night course , my class starting on 23march.
coming soon alrd, 2 more weeks! :DDD
i hope the people there are friendly! cus there will be alot of matured & international students over there . i'm most probably the youngest.

mm, when's ur holidays? let's go out at least once okay ? :D

loves,
Cheryl ;)

HELLO (:

2009-03-03T17:01:00.002+08:00

hey people!! long time no see leh!! i've decided to post today :D haha.

anw, pretty busy wif tutorials, proj and stuff so very long nv post le..but everytime i on e comp i will see e blog 1 leh..haha..and ya i lik my sch alot and e ppl there are really nice except a few, but its ok..cos its neutralised.. :D but hai still not very used to e teaching style and theres really alot of work needa do..n lik don really understand lectures and stuff..but i will jiayou and try my best to cope de! so ppl who are stress and cant cope wif studies now, JIAYOU!! we work hard tgt ok? don giv up!! we will always be here to be listenin hear..hehehe.. (:

ps: shumin don stress k? try ur best and if dunno must ask k? there will always be a way out so don panic yet!! jiayou! :D
selene! i noe u now very busy wif school official but jiayou and hang in there k? its endin soon le! cheers! :D
yanru!! i miss you alot alot! don stress k? call or msg me when u need..i will try to help..and don sleep during lectures le!! as in must pay attention k? jiayou! :D
fiona! hope u are doin fine..and jiayou for ur trainings k? keep running k? hahaha.. :D
cheryl! very long nv hear from you le..are u doin fine? hope tat ur phone will be alright den.. :) be careful leh don drop in water le..or worse, into some wierd liquid..i still wanna contact u 1 leh..haha :D

so, im goin to end off here le..hope to hear from ur soon! :)

infinity of loves and misses,
yanhong (:

2009-03-03T00:59:00.002+08:00

i nowadays super suay can! ladyluck like always come after that after my mood has been ruined! ( but better late than never lah) >:(

1. today my handphone dropped inside a baisin , FILLED WITH WATER!
omg lah! my handphone nearly died ! and i kept dropping my handphone on the floor today lah!

D:

but heng my handphone alright!

2. that day the hoodie i was finding was like out of stock islandwide!

DD:

i manage to find one at tm :)

crap! ladyluck come earlier please! greatly appreciated . ;)

misses loads,
Cheryl ;)

:D

2009-03-01T08:47:00.003+08:00

Gonna do tutorials now~
Let's see what tutorials I need to complete by today..

List of killing tutorials:
1.GP reading log
2.GP essay on censorship
3.Maths on GC
4.Physics on Measurement
5.Physics on Thermal 1
6.Chem on Mole Concept
7.Econ on Demand & Supply

Enough to kill?! So cut off the talking now! :X

*simplylovesEAGLE + DRUMSETS! :D

loves,
minn

:D

2009-02-27T15:47:00.002+08:00

LOL cheryl. Why are you SO HIGH ytd?! hahas.
today my cg tutor didn't come to school & she called me in the morning like 6.30am to tell me what to do when she was not around in school.. think this means that I stand a high chance of getting the position of cg rep :D
However, there really seems to have complications and it's making me freaking worried.. Haiis :/

sians diao le,
minn

(:

2009-02-26T20:28:00.002+08:00

OKIE.
I was like so freaking tired + sleepy today can?!
I spend like the entire night ytd doing the maths tutorial for like 5hours but I only did a few questions?!
OMG sia! I slept only at 1.30am ehh :X
It's making me sooooooooo sleepy during lesson time! *Opps! :P
My civil tutor asked me whether I wan to be cg rep without knowing that I'm already a GP rep. When I made up my mind to be a cg rep, I approached her later in the day to tell her the situation and she was totally shocked lor. She thought I so enthu go volunteered to be one de -.- I dunno if my explanation was clear enough to let her know that I was been made the GP rep, not volunteered.. However, I can see from her expression that this is so gonna be complicated and she was showing her difficulties & vexations on her face.
Haiis.
Furthermore, my classmate approached me today to enquire about whether I really wan to be cg rep not and hinted that I'm alr a GP rep.
BUT I have already made up my mind le eh. HOW NEH?! This is getting so complicated and there seems to have complications here and there....

vexed,
minn

:D

2009-02-25T19:38:00.002+08:00

Yoz!
Have road run today at East Coast Park.
hahas.
It's sooooooooooo fun OK?!
I simply love my college! XD
Everyone was like encouraging each other to continue running although we dun know each other!
Along the way while I was running, I kept hearing " Go Eagle! It's a little more way to the end! Dun stop Eagle!"
I even ran with a Falcon and another Eagle although the three of us dun know each other!
My house head and Eagle seniors also cheered for me when I was reaching the ending ( b'cos they were around to watch the race ).
When I finally reached, suddenly it seemed to black out. *Opps! :X Someone snatched my name card pinned on my shirt and gave me my number card showing my position.
It's 154 sia! hahas!
Ok lah..actually not that bad! :P
Just that my classmates sort of ranked from 10+ to 60+... So I guessed I was the last bah! :X
But no matter what, today was a GREAT day!
*Cool!

loves,
minn

2009-02-24T08:37:00.002+08:00

find a day when we are all free & go out tgther mannnn~!
seriosuly miss you all! ):

super misses,
cheryl

:D

2009-02-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooooos!
It's been so far so good ever since school starts.
My official timetable is effective starting from today.
After the flag-raising ceremony, our OGLs + student councilors gave a warm speech on the orientation camp & cheered for us! They did my favourite 'diu diu diu diu diu diu diu x3' cheer! :D
My first period was GP & the tutorial tutor gave a speech on her expectations of us. After making her speech, I was thrown a question which she had mention the answer earlier in her speech. Of course, I gave the correct answer and she told the class that she wanted the attentive me to her GP rep. I was like.. so shocked! hahas. But, it was a pleasant surprise (:
The day went on smoothly...and the class kept closed together. I sat alone with a group of guys..while the girls gathered at another table... I thought that the guys might have find it weird to why I chose to sit with them..but actually I also dunno. Hahas. So, I ended up chatting with them :X
Hahas. Have routerun on wednesday + tmr have P.E. Sians. But I still LOVE school! :D

loves,
minn

2009-02-23T01:36:00.002+08:00

rahs!
this always happens one lor!
i'm like super exhausted! but i can't sleep . :(

&&,
stupid poly admission damn complicated!
making my head big big siaaaaa!

cheryl

2009-02-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

yay! just in time to say....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANRU! ;D

:D

2009-02-18T10:08:00.002+08:00

hahas.
going for the orientation camp this afternoon...like finally :X
However, I was both excited and nervous :X
OH YAH, I sprained my ankle ytd... so I wonder how I gonna move around today! *Injured~ :X
Hahas. But too bad lor, I still have to go for the orientation camp today though :/
But the good thing is that I can then know my CGMs better and that's something good :D
So, see you all on Saturday then! I'm looking forwards to the event! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YANRU! :D

Loves,
minn

2009-02-17T09:25:00.001+08:00

Thanks for the presents girls!
really, love it! <333>
hahas!

cheryl ;)

:D

2009-02-16T22:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FIONA! :D
We have a happy time tgt today! It's been so long before all of us gather tgt! (:
Cheryl gives Fiona a real surprise and I can see that Fiona got a REAL shock! hahas! Happiness is also shown clearly on her face too! :P
We must come tgt more often eh~ hahas! Or I will miss you ppl badly :X
I have diy you ppl grad presents & v'day presents too. Hope you will like it (:
I took a photo of them as a whole :X

Loves,

minn

2009-02-16T00:01:00.002+08:00

woo~!
its 12am zun zun now! ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FIONA DEAREST~! <3

best wishes,
Cheryl ;)

p.s i cant wait to meet you girls tmr!!!

Hey yoz! :D

2009-02-15T09:30:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine day + friendship day, Girls! :D

Finally, I finished wrapping yanru & fiona's birthday presents ytd. So, I was satisfied :P
Tmr is fiona's birthday, I was so excited now! It's such a pity that my camp falls on the 18th feb, otherwise we can meet up on that day too ):
It's time to get started on revising my lecture notes now. The informations are building up! However, I will finish Goong wo de ye man wang fei first! :X I've been watching it ever since the third day of school in which my lectures begin! *Opps! But I'm on mid ep23 now! 1n1/2 more eps to go!
So, let's get down to work now! :X

I love you, girls!

loves,
minn

2009-02-13T23:28:00.005+08:00

HEY DEAREST GIRLS!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S & FRIENDSHIP DAY TO YOUU~~! :D

hugs & kisses,

Cheryl ;)

2009-02-12T08:16:00.003+08:00

eeeeekkkks!
i accidentally rubbed colgate into my eyes! imagine that. -.-
i thought i was going to go blind for one second. =/

Cheryl :/

p/s wooots~! fiona's geting her comp fixed this coming monday (16/2 ) yay! can see her online alrd! muahahhas! :DDD

2009-02-11T00:43:00.002+08:00

gah!
was super late for work today! work starts at 10.20am ( and its at orchard! so far ) and i woke up at 9.30am ( i jumped out of bed okay! literally jumped out i tell you . ) ended up 20mins late!
have to pay back 30 mins for every 5min !
means i have to work extra 2hrs for the next assignment ....
boss happy liao.. got free labour . =/

Cheryl ;(

2009-02-09T02:25:00.002+08:00

lol! SELENNEEEEE! HAHHAS!
i can imagine the hyper-ness in your blog post !
my god! now i really can't wait for poly to start! i wanna go NYP's orientation ASAP !!!!!! LOL!!!
:D

haha! i don't know if i mentioned before ,
there's a eye-candy over at workplace ! :D lol! so whenever bored, can just turn around and look at eye-candy! lols! =x

andddd,
fiona says she's going to get her internet fixed up asap! which means that we will see her asap also (online , i mean! ) hahahs!

Misses!
Cheryl ;)

HELLOOOOOS! :D

2009-02-08T01:15:00.004+08:00

hey guys!

tj orientation was fun and very high! you can visit my blog if you wanna know more about the details. XP

i know that some of you will be having your orientation next week. hope that you guys will enjoy it as much as i do. we shall meet up soon after your orientation! i miss you guys.

replies to tag
shumin: heys! don't be too troubled le. i believe you can do it cos i've confidence in you. and i hope you liked the combi that you've gotten. i can try helping you out in your physics. just give me a call when you need help. though i'm not much of a help. yanhong is a better choice! :P
and wo ting ni dao di in whatever you do! choose the ccas you're really keen in joining. don't tired yourself out. take care!
cheryl:jiayous for your work! it'll end soon before you even know. just think of us everyday before you go to work and your day will be great! lols.
so jiayous okay? we'll be there for you! :D
yanhong:omg. you miss me too? lols. I MISS YOU TOO! (later yanru jealous :P) anyway, cheerup, okay? we'll stay strongly bonded together. lotsa loves! :]

take lots of care of yourselves!
i love you guys!

lene:D

(:

2009-02-06T21:23:00.002+08:00

735. Tan Shu Min 09S21 H2CHEM H2PHY H2MATH H1ECONS

Hahas. This is copied from the name list showing our class and subj combinations.
So, I'm in class S21.
:P

2009-02-06T19:06:00.002+08:00

lol! shumin! must relax! dont so chong dong! or else later all the cca in ur sch under ur name i laugh . hahas! anw, that edward shuai one anot! if not shuai dont go after him hor! LOL! =x

yeah, anw, i just came back from work . work's alright . ;)

loveeees,
Cheryl.

p/s meet up soon please! :D

:)

2009-02-05T21:41:00.003+08:00

Helloooos!
Forget to mention about the CCA exhibition held ytd.
hahas. Due to the fact that I am interested in many CCA during seconday school but I didn't join them, I got crazy and sign up for as many as 6 of them ytd!
*Opps! :X
Of course, I got seriously worried sick since ytd that I would have 6 CCA under my name and I would be torture to death right before my lectures begin!!!
OMG~ I can't tell you how worried am I..but I seriously didn't sleep well last night :X
So, what have I signed up for?
Chinese Orchestra ( for Double Bass ), Band ( for percussion ), Guitar ( for guitar obviously ), Rock Climbing Club, Interact Club & Library Club :X
Alright. So I received smses from Band, Rock Climbing Club & Guitar today. I sent smses to Rock Climbing Club and Guitar to reject them, but only the first replied saying that it's okay. Just when I'm about to sms Band, I've second thought as I'm serious about learning percussion... At the very least, that's my dream during secondary1.. I would really like to try it out :P
AHHH~ What should I do and which one should I choose?!

Back to today.
Today's lectures were pretty alright.. Jus that the audi was SUPER DUPER FREEZING COLD! I was already wearing my jacket yet I was still shivering! I can't imagine how I was supposed to continue my lectures for another 2 years~
Then, upon reaching home,Fiona smsed me to ask me out to go buy things with her! It's been days since I last seen her and the rest of you! Yipee!
We went to buy quite a lot of things, or rather, we bought heavy things. && I told her about DC le. Actually she guessed de, I jus admit only :P She told me that there is only 1 pathetic dunmanite there besides her & she's feeling lonely. Yep..same here. Though there are 12 dunmanites excluding me in my school, it wasn't the same without you guys & I can't help feeling lonely too. Both of us think that we can't be our true self in a new school and with a new set of frens.
Haiis~
Anyway, I make fiona to take photos tgt right before it's my stop to alight :P Hahs~ You know, it's good to keep track of the time we spend tgt mah! (:
Hope that my CCA thing can be resolved soon! Otherwise, I dunno how many sleepless nights I would have! :X
Goodnight! Jiayous girls, in everything you do! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
&& there's a guy in my orientation group that is named Edward! Oh my~ *blushed~

minn sends her owl to deliver buckets of loves to uu!

2009-02-05T00:10:00.002+08:00

hahas!
OMG yanhong! i thought you MIA! havent been hearing from you since your school start!

anyways,
would you all mind putting some dates around 1(6feb and 18feb) that you all are free? then we try to see how .

HEY!!!

2009-02-04T21:26:00.003+08:00

Hey ppl!!
i'm finally here..heh heh..anw 1st i shall reply to e previous post and tag (:

cheryl: though ur work is bored but mayb its a gd thing? haha i dunno la..jus hang in there..soon ur will end le.. :D
shumin: yup so since u've decided on it jus work hard for it ba..jiayou! (: p.s: eh bout ur worry thing..don be anm cos i've heard tat this person got into mjc..i think..
selene: although i will lik see u almost everyday...but....i will still miss u..hahas :P

so ya sch was tiring but quite fun actually..so ur must hang in there n try ur best to adapt to e new environment esp those who are already startin sch..i noe its hard cos im havin difficulty too..BUT i will giv ur MENTAL SUPPORT!! smiles today and everyday!
n oso fiona and selene won be able to make it on 14th..so i think we needa arranged another day..so ya i will miss u all lots! hope to see you all soon!

love,
yanhong

:D

2009-02-04T20:16:00.002+08:00

helloooooooos~
(:
I've decided le.. I took physics instead of biology.
hahas. Although I like biology, I understand that pure liking for the subject is not enough. If my future career does not need A level biology, I would go into critical situation. Therefore, I took up
physics instead. Having thinking through, I recalled that although I love D&T lots, I did not take up the subject during sec3. The reason is the same; it won't be useful at all. At that point of time,I chose to take triple sciences, which I felt would be most helpful in carving out my future. Indeed, it's difficult to cope with. There are countless times that I would like to give up, but I pressed on with the support of you guys and many teachers. So, I make it for O level. Though it isn't excellent grade nor is it my desired grade that I had wanted since sec1, I'm contented. Simply because I knew that I've worked hard for it so no matter what is the outcome, I've pride in my work. I'm also glad that I did not choose to give it up, if not all my efforts since the start of sec3 is wasted.
Anyway, to say about my liking towards the subjects, I can say that actually I develop liking towards those subjects that I can score :X So I also can't differentiate whether I truly like biology not. However, it's true that only biology and D&T have aroused my interests so far. Biology is due to the help of 'er hmm' while D&T is because I think it's realli fun! & easy to score too :X
Aiya, so my conclusion is, I WILL REALLY WORK HARD THIS TIME. If you want me to grade myself for how much hard work I've put in for PSLE and O Level, I would say it's 50% and 75% respectively. All along, I've the feeling that I had not try my best. I felt that my breaks are too long, I'm not attentive enough in class, I didn't finish all the assignments on time etc... I dun want to have the same feeling again... especially without you all by my sides, I would feel even more lost. My brother is staying in 'school', I feel so alone at home.
No matter what, my lectures start officially tomorrow. Pray hard that I can copy all the notes within time limits and understand what are the teachers talking about. I so wanna do well for all my subjects, esp physics! I want to prove that my choice is correct, my brother's recommendation is not wrong! JIAYOUS! (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :X
I sound too mature in the above speech! *roars~ I'm still young ok?! only 16, swit 16! :PPP

loves,
minn

2009-02-04T10:32:00.002+08:00

HEY YOU ALL!
we go out on 14feb (next saturday ) kay!
celebrate yanru's, fiona's bday & valentine's day together! ;)
Cheryl :D

2009-02-04T09:11:00.002+08:00

ahhh! work so damn bored!
i'm almost paid to daydream >.<

& my biological clock will screw up soon .
i tio all the pm shift, the place at orchard sommore. by the time go home its like 11pm. settle down, 12-1am . D:

Cheryl

helloooooooooooo~! :D

2009-02-03T22:39:00.002+08:00

I've cut my hair today! :X
Actually is just my fringe...cos i'm afraid of getting caught for hairstyle :X
OKIE.
So the fringe is now damn short..think only 3.5cm long?! LOLS.
hahahas.
Tonight is my last chance to think carefully...
Should I take Physics or Biology?

penned,
minn

Err hmm.

2009-02-02T21:05:00.003+08:00

OK.
So today is the first day of school.
Err hmm. *clear throat~
Erm.. my feeling is pretty complicated after attending all those talks given by the school.
Okie. Let start with lectures.
My lectures will begin this thurs and I need to decide my subj combinations before wed.. So I only have 2 days to think. *deeply troubled~
All the subjects seem difficult enough, even though I will only have 6subjects.
Furthermore, I'm keen on doing 4H2 as I feel that since I have 1 lesser subject, then I will have more time to study so why dun take a try? However, I was told that taking 4H2 is seriously tough. So, it's advised that better dun try. LOLS.
And YES, there are LOTS of dunmanites in my school. But there are 800students enrolled this year and I can spot FEW of them. Plus last year there are 34classes for science stream only.. I guess my worries are unfounded.
Then, now comes the CCA part.
This is the funny thing. Surprising, the first CCA audition is choir's too. Due to time constriction, we are auditioned 5 in a group. What's even more surprising is that I'm the only one in the group to be asked to SOLO! -.- I'm so nervous that I break voice sooooo many times and yet they kept saying that I should relax and sing out loud. =.= So, it ends up that I break voice COUNTLESS times. *blushed~ *.* It made them give up eventually :X
I didn't actually make new frens today. I dunno when I've become so shy. However, I will try tmr.
So now what? OMG sia~

penned,
minn

2009-02-02T17:05:00.002+08:00

i'm starting work tmr already.
posted to orchard isetan . so far ...... =.=
anyway, i'm off next sat&sun. so in case u all want go out celebrate somebody and someone's birthday .. yeah, im still free . :D

Cheryl ;)

2009-02-02T12:50:00.003+08:00

eh, you know mdm erlis just sent me an sms.
really sweet.. felt touched .
and that made me miss dunman, miss secondary school life suddenly . =x
we free must go back DMN together okay! :D

btw, i have added a playlist.
the website's www.playlist.com
log in with the same username&password.
add any songs you all want .

lots of love,
Cheryl ;)

2009-02-02T09:43:00.000+08:00

hey buddies!
i know today's the first day of your school!
goodluck & all the best to all of you ! (:

Cheryl :D

Hey yoz! :D

2009-02-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

helloooooooos! (:
This blog is GREAT!
All thanks to Cheryl for spending much of her time today on creating it..
I'm sorry for unable to help much :X
hahs.
Anyway, I bought a new spec today! (:
I want a brand new image to go to a brand new school... X:
And I think I look GREAT in it! :X
hahaahahs!
GOOD NIGHT!
Tmr gonna be COOL! (:

loves,
minn

2009-02-01T15:16:00.000+08:00

hello darlings!
the blog's done up already, as you can see.
this blog is basically for us to keep each other updated since the 6 of us wouldnt be in the same school anymore.
so yeah.. just post anything you want to alright?
must keep in touch! :D
and, if you want to add anything in the template like any additional sections, just feel free to add! or you can tell me and i help you add ! anyway also can! cus its OUR blog mahh! hahas!
blog song isn't permanent. cus i dont know what song to put.. i just randomly put a song there. feel free to change the song also! or maybe i will create a playlist and then u all just add the songs yah? (:
yeah.. i think thats about it.
oh yah, please remember to add your name at the end of every post so that we know who's posting which post.

and.. yanru, fiona, yanhong! anytime when you have a blog, please link urself up! :D

take care loads!
buckets full of love, cheryl. :D